Kaash koi hota..

                             Kaash koi hota ....
     
        Ye uss waqt par likha gaya hai, jab ek shakhs akela dard se ghira, thoda mayus kisi ki yaad mein ek band kamre mein baith kar apne Dil me ek lafz baar-baar dohrata hai ki 'Kaash'....
   

   

      Kaash koi to hota jo mujhe samaj pata, jo mere hathon ko thamta, kaash koi hota jo is rote chehre par ek nai muskurahat la pata. Main thoda nadaan hoon, thoda pagal hoon, dard se ghira hoon, kuch Duniya se anjaan hoon, kaash koi hota jo mujhe is Duniya se rubaru karata. Kaash koi hota jo meri nadanyo ko apni khushi maan leta.
Parivar ka pyaar to khoob dekha, par koi to hota jo mere dil ki sunta. Kaash koi hota jo mujhe apni jaan se jaida pyaar karta. Kaash koi hota jo meri raat aur mera din dono hota. Koi hota jo meri Dhadkano ki Dhadkan me basa hota. Koi hota jiski aankhon mein main kho jata. Koi hota jiski baatein sun kar main chup ho jata. Kaash koi hota jo mujhe samaj pata.
Koi hota jiske aane par me sab bhool jata. Kaash main bhi kisi ke nakhre sehta. Kaash koi hota jo mujhe samaj pata. Koi hota jo mere is banjar Dil ko bagicha bana deta. Koi hota jo mujhse shuru aur mujh par khatam hota. Kaash koi hota jo mujh jaise bhatke musafir ko apne saath le jata. kaash koi hota jo mujhe samaj pata.
Mere Dil me qaid is pyaar ko. Meri dhadkan ki Raftaar ko, kaash koi hota jo samaj pata. Zindagi to dekh li is Duniya mein par kaash koi hota jo mujhe apni zindagi banata. Me hasu ye soch kar jo rona chodd deta, mere sapno ke liye jo sona chodd deta, mere saath rehne ke liye jo alishaan Mahal chodd deta, kaash koi hota jo Dil se kaam leta.
Kaash koi hota jo mere gunaho ka ilzaam apne sir leta. Koi hota jo mujhe apne sine se laga leta. Koi hota jiska Kandha mere sir ka takht banta. Koi hota jo mujhe mujh se chura le jata. Koi hota jiske sapne mukammal karna mera hakk hota, kaash koi hota jo mujhe samajh pata.
Qaid hu ek pinjre me pakshi ki tarah kaash koi hota jo mujhe is pinjre se udakar le jata. Koi hota jo bin kahe sab sun leta. Koi hota jo Muskan ke piche ke aansu padh leta, koi hota jo is dil ki becheni ko Sunta, koi hota jo har baat meri aankhon se padh leta, koi hota jise mere dard se dard hota, kaash koi hota jo mujhe samajh pata.

Baith jata hu raat ko sitaron ke saath apne gam bhulane ke liye, chand se hoti h kuch guftgu kisi ki yaad me, ki mile koi to de dena use mera ye paigam, ki hai koi jo teri yaadon mein khoya rehta hai. Jab bhi baatein karta hai to, 'kaash koi hota' yahi sunata rehta hain.. kaash koi hota bas ye fariyaad karta rehta hai...

                    

                         ____Mohd Anas Ansari...

          

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Khamoshi.....

       

                    Khamoshi 

         Khamoshi... ek aisi cheej hai, jo batai nhi jaati, sirf dikhai deti hai. Aur jo shakhs khamoshi ko na dekh saka, usne kuch nhi dekha. Log uhi bewajah khamosh nhi hote, pta nhi wo kya kya seh-chuke hote hai.
          Kabhi kabhi insaan dard ke saamne rota nhi balke, khamosh ho jata hai. Aur uski khamoshi se sirf khouf... ki awaaz aati hai.
           Kabhi kabhi kisi apne ko khokar bhi log khamosh ho jate hai. Aur khamoshi unki awaaz or dard dono ko chheen leti hai.
           Khamosh rehna bhi accha hai is duniya mein, kyuki kai log baaton ka galat matlab nikaal ne lagte hai. Aur kabhi kabhi Alfaz.. se zyada khamoshi jawaab de jati hai.
           Khamoshi ka matlab ye nhi hai ki insaan khamosh hai balke, ye hai ki wo thak chuka h apne dard ke aage.
         

 kabhi kabhi to khud hi chup ho jane ko mann karta hai. Kyuki ye dil chahta hai ke hum kuch na bole, aur saamne wala hamare dard ko jaan le, aur hame khamoshi se samet le.
            Is Duniya me kisi ko fark nhi padta, mere hone ya na hone se, mere hasne se ya Rone se, mere lafzo se ya phir mere bahut khamosh ho jane se. Jab andar tak gehri khamoshi ho, to beshak khamoshi ke siwa har awaaz takleef.. deti hai.
           Koi sab kuch kehkar pyaar jatata hai, to koi khamosh rehkar sab kuch keh jata hai.
           Ab baat ye hai ke lafzo se hi khamoshi toot jati hai, aur phir lafz hi hame khamosh kar dete hai. Kabhi kabhi shakhs haar jata hai... Ummeedein rakhtey-rakhtey, Rishtey nibhate-nibhate, Khamosh rehte-rehte, Aur kabhi kabhi khud... se.
 

         Duniya chahe jo kahe, par mere liye khamoshi bahut keemti cheej hai. Kyuki khamoshi se maangi hui Dua.. sirf Rab sunta hai. Fiza ki khamoshi dil ko shant kar deti hai. Jab tum Jahilo se ghire ho tab tumhe tumhari khamoshi hi bachati hai.
           Par ek baat hai khamoshi ek jaisi nhi hoti, Dard ki khamoshi tume ander se tod deti hai. Aur ye kambakht khamoshi mera saath nhi chhodti hai, chahe dard ho ya khushi. Kabhi bhi mujhe khamosh kar deti hai. Aur me khud ko pata nhi kahan kho deta hoon..
            Ab ye khamoshi Sahi nhi jati hai, thak chuka hun main is Khamoshi se, par kya karu khamoshi ke bina ek pal raha bhi nhi jata..

                              ___Mohd Anas Ansari

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Is Maati Mein Hai Janam Liya..

Iss Maati Mein Hai Janam Liye .....

        Yha goli khakar bhi,

      har Jawaan hasta hai,

 ye desh hai mera jha har dil,

    mein bharat basta hai.

   

     Today is 26^th January mean our Republic day. You know why we celebrate this? 26^th January me ek constitution was adopted for freedom ki hum ko Purna Swaraj means full Indian Independence cahiye. Tu is 26^th Jan ke moke par mene  ek kavita likhi hai. tu suro karte hain.

   

         Is Maati mein hai janam liya,

Is maati mein mil jaunga.

Aai musibat koi tere ann par,

Main sabse lad jaunga.

Rahe Azad ye Desh mere tu,

Main jaan tujh par lotaonga.

Is maati mein hai janam liya,

Is maati mein mil jaunga.

Lahu se shichuga teri dharti,

Ek bar phir itihaas dhoraunga,

Yuddh ke maidan mein,

main geet josh ke gaunga.

Baat hoi kuch aisi to main,

Rajguru aur Bhagat singh ban jaunga.

Is maati mein hai janam liye,

Is maati mein mil jaunga.

Jahan ekta ka phera ho,

Jaat-paat ka na masla ho,

Main insaniyat aage badaunga.

Jahan bharastachar ki baat na ho,

Main aman aasa launga.

Is maati mein hai janam liya,

Is maati mein mil jaunga.

Koi bhukha na mare yahan,

Main sabki bhukh mitaunga,

Shiksha mile yahan sabko,

Main aisa Desh banaunga.

Iss maati mein hai janam liya,

Is maati mein mil jaunga.

Bata do un hakmrano se.

Bata do un hakmrano se,

Na koi aab fasad kare,

Bhrashtachar ki Aag mein yoo na,

Desh mera barbaad kare.

Main matra-bhumi ki laj ke khatir,

Maut se lad jaunga.

Is maati mein hai janam liya,

Is maati mein mil jaunga.

Main sarhad par jakar,

Khon ki holi kheloga,

Desh rahe Abaad ye mera,

Main shatru se lad jaunga,

Faqra ho bharat maa ko apne lal par,

Main wo lal ban jaunga.

Uucha rahe Tiranga hamara,

Vande-Mataram ke nare lagaunga.

Is maati mein hai janam liya,

Is maati mein mil jaunga.

Is maati mein mil jaunga….

                              Jai Hind....

  

             Happy Republic Day to all of you

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Ae jaate hue saal....AA baith..

Ae jaate hue saal

  I wrote about 2019, how important it was for me.... Toda late ho gaya hoo alvida kahene main kyuki kal new year ka welcome kar raha tha..to ab pyaar se alvida karte hain...

                Ae jaate hue saal, Aa baith tere sath ki masti, aur jo bhi yaade hain usska karte hain hisab. Yaad hain kuch naye resolution se shuru hua tha rishta hamara. kuch bada karenge milkar aisi hui thi hamari baat. January mein yah irade to kuch din chal gaye, par February aate hi jaane kha bikhar gaye. 10th ka woh exam mene tere sath diya, hatash tha main par tune khushiyo mein uljhai rakha. Kabhi tune dukho ki dukaan dikhai tu kabhi khushiyo ki nadiya bahai. bahut dost the mere phele, par kuch tu apne sath laya, kuch ko main bhul gaya aur kuch ne mujhe choda, khushiya tu bahut di tune, Ae saal par kambakhat dil kai martaba toda. Tere sath ki mene kai apni khwahish puri, tune mera har din alag banaya, par phir bhi naye sapne dikhane se Ae saal tu baaz na aaya. Kuch khwahish thi meri jo puri na ho pai, abhi taazi hain tu kya hua, kho jayegi yeh bhi jaise phele kho gai. Kabhi tujhse rahi shikayat, tu kabhi khud se rahi gila, ye dosti thi hamari aisi ki tujhse zaroorat ka sab kuch mila. maan gaye Ae saal ye tera hisab hain, khatte-methe yaadon ka samandar tere sath hain, tu lajawab hain,,, tu lajawad hain.

Toda badla tune mujh mein kuch, phir bhi  mujhko main banai rakha, Ae saal tune ye pyaara sa rishta mere sath banai rakha. kai khushi, kai dukh, kai sapne, azadi tu lekar aaya tha, sab luta kar gaya, kitni yaade bikher kar tu chala gaya...tu chala gaya...   Alvida 2019 

           Thankyou so much 2k19

                         AND

              Welcome 2k20

       kon-kon miss kar raha hain 2019 ko, aur konsi wish baki hain jo 2019 mein puri nhi hoo pai....koi baat nhi is saal jaroor ho jaigi..

  HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU 

                           

Accha laga to please comment kar ke batana please. accha lagta hain aur mujhe likhne mein bhi accha lagta hain.......

                                  
                                  ___Mohd Anas Ansari

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School ke Din...

                        This blog I wrote about my school life. Main abhi FYJC mein. phele-phele college jana accha lag raha tha. par jab apne school ko dheta hoon to wo school ki yaadein taza hojati hain. aur inhi yaado ke bare mein ye likha hain. So let's start. 

"School ke Din...."

                                                                  

                  

                    Maine life ke haseen lamhe waha gujare the. Zindagi jeena aur padhna-likhna wahi se sikha tha. Kuch aur naam mat do  usy kyuki weh mera doosra ghar tha…  

                                                        School

                    Subah ko der se uthna. Mummy uthae to pet dard ka bahana kar ‘aaj school nhi jauga’ bolna. Phir kisi tarah daant kha kar school chale jana hamara roz ka tha…

                     Phir ek waqt aisa aaya ki ghar me boring lagne laga tha aur school mano mujhe mera doosra ghar lagne laga tha. School ka ek free period mano pure din ki thakaan mita deta tha. Bench ka bajna aur duster se face makeup karna hamara chalu rehta tha. Black-list ka tag laga kar hum back-bencher kehlate the, pen-fight, red-hand, odd-iff jaise kitne game hum piche khela karte the. Class ke beech mein gossips apne chalu rehti thi, hum sab class ke bahar khade hojate the jab teacher hume pakadti thi. P.T ke period me full energy hoti thi aur science ke period mein batti gul ho jati thi, aage bench par sab padhte rehte thy aur last bench par hum apna alag hi chemical locha karte rehte. 

                   Washroom mein sab friends ka sath jana aur full period wahi bitana, bell bajne par class mein bhagna. Teacher ko satana, chalu period mein masti karna, kabhi usy piche se marna to kabhi paper ka plane bana kar udana. Computer lab me jakar keyboard ka koi bhi button daba kar aana, to kabhi teacher ke lakh mana karne par computer me game khol kar baith jana. Pyaar se teacher ko naye-naye naam dena aur phir ushi naam se bulana hota tha. 

                   Ek tiffin me 6-6 haath hote thy kyuki hum sab friend saath hote thy. Kabhi-kabhi friend se bina bataye uska tiffin kha jana, tu kabhi ushi ke bag se bench saaf karna. Canteen se samosa pav lekar bahar nikal aana kisi jang jeetne se kaam nhi hota tha. Wo aankhen band karke kisi 1 ko apna shikaar banana, phir baad mein usy manana hota tha. 

                   Ghar mein 1 water bottle nhi bhar pate thy, par school mein 5-5 water bottle lekar jate thy. Birthday mein wishes se pehle birthday bombs milte the aur party ke naam par naye-naye chehare dikhte the. Kisi ko bhi bhabhi bana kar dosto ko chidhana, dost ke naam par ladai karna “tu school ke bahar mil” famous dialogue bol kar panga lena. Baad mein compro ho jana hamara chalu rehta tha.                    School jane ki aadat si hogai thi ye yaade humse kuch is tarah judd gai thi.

                   Din gujre, mahine gujre, gujre 13 saal. Aakhir wo din aa hi gaya jiska tha hum sabko intejaar. Farewell ke din waha sajna-savarna, ladko ka blazer aur ladki ka saree pahan kar aana. Uss din kiye thy dosto se school ke baad milne ke vaade. School ki shirt par likhna aur likhvana milte rhena dosto hame bhool na jana. Aaj bhi jab school ke raste gujarta hoon to wo khatti-meethi yaade mere chehre par ek nayi muskurahat chhod jati hain…….

                  Mujhe phir se apne dosto se milna hain, mujhe phir se unka tiffin khana hain, mujhe phir se bench par apna naam likh kar aana hain, mujhe phir se school jana hain,, mujhe phir se school jana hain….  

                      This memories will always be with me. Miss you mere yaaro jald milege.. 

                                                      

                                                         ---Mohd Anas Ansari      

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Hum Single HI Acche Hain.....

Hum single hi Acche Hain........

Akele hain par khush hain. Na koi rok rukaavat na hi koi jhanjhat. Kisse ke paalto kutte to nhi hain, ki jab chaahe jao aur jab chaahe aao. Bas hum single hi aache hain. Single hain par khush hain. Instagram par kisse ki bhi pick like karo ye whatsApp par chats, koi bolne wala nhi hain. Single hone ke bahut phaayde hain, no rona-dhona, bas pura din gaana aur sona. Koi tention nhi hain. Hum single hain par khush hain. Apni life mein ladakiyon ki kami nhi hain. Par kya hain na ye phalto ke shauk hum nhi paalte. Chahe tu hum bhi GF bana saakte hain, par hame jhotha pyaar karna nhi aata. Isileye hum single hi acche hain. Aur koi tu mile jo sachcha pyaar kare,, timepass naa kare. Par kya kare koi milta hi nhi. Aur pata nhi milega ya nhi. Hum aaise hi thik hain, bas single hain par khush hain. hum saans apni marji se lete hain na ki kisse aur ki marji se. hamara timpass hamare doston ke sath hota hain. Hum single hi acche hain. single hain par khush hain. Mana hum single ki life thodi alag hain, na koi emotional hota hain na hi mohabbat. Mana hum vaadon ke kachche aur dil ke pakke hain. Bas hum single hi acche hain. single hain par khush hain. Hame subha ko hamari maa uthaati hain nai ki kisse ka massage. Hamari good morning hamari family ke saath hote hain, phone par nhi. Hum pyaar ka dikhaava nhi karte hain. Hum pyaar sirf apne pariwaar se karte hain. Mana hum thoda jhut bol lete hain, par dil ke sachche hain. Mana hum pyaar mein thode kachche hain. aur aaj ke pyaar kha itane sachche hain. Bas ham single hi acche hain. Hum raat ko jaagte hain kyuki kisi tarah 1.5GB data khatm hoo jai. Hum na kisse se roothate hain na kisse ko manaate hain. na kisse se pakte hain aur kisse ko pakaate. Isileye hum single hi acche hain. single hain par khush hain. hum single hi acche hain…..

Agar accha laga tu please comment aur accha nhi laga tu bhi comment karo.

---Mohd Anas Ansari...

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The Importance Shadow of Father..

            THE IMPOTANCE SHADOW OF FATHER..

            Eyes were closed and fingers were tight, this world was new to me. Everything was unknown to me here. When I came into this world, my father was happiest. I was lying on my bed and then a person came to me. He picked me up, I don't know who he is, I don't know anything. He took me home with him. He used to play with me every day and I used to wait for him every day. He would go to work every morning and come in the evening. I used to wait for him at the threshold of the house in the evening. And if I saw him, I would laugh, shout and not know what gestures, just he would pick me up. Although I could not speak now, he would have understood my gesture. He used to bring me new toys, he may have clothes or not, but he used to bring new clothes for me. If I had anything at night, he would sit with me till morning. Slowly slowly I was growing and my needs kept growing with me. He fulfilled my every need and fulfilled my every wish.... "who was that? Why did he do this? And what did he get by doing this?"            

                      ....He was my father and all this love was for me. He was my father who did all this for me. He was the victim of the world, there were many problems in his mind, but he did not let all this come in front of me. I do not know what power they had, who did not let all this come to me. Only a smiling face was visible to me...  Now, I had stepped towards youth since childhood, and I started earning. I began to accept every need made by him as his duty. I started demanding money from him, why do you want so much money? What will you do for this money??   I started arguing with him.....

                     Till now I was someone's son but now I have become someone's father. I was also happy like my father. I too had started to fulfill her every need. I also wanted to spend more time with him... Now I came to know the importance of father. Now I come to know that what my father did was not his duty but his love for me.'But it was too late'… .. too late.

                    This is the father's love and we begin to consider it his duty.. Why! Why we do this? Why??           

                                                 Very fortunate are the people whose parents live with them. Very lucky…..

The stone remains intact,

As long as it is connected to the mountain.

Leaf is remains intact,

As long as it is attached to the tree.

And human is safe,

As long as he remains connected with his parents.

Because …

After separation from parents,

He gets life but he does not get his world.

                                      -----Mohd Anas Ansari

       

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