Khamoshi.....

       

                    Khamoshi 

         Khamoshi... ek aisi cheej hai, jo batai nhi jaati, sirf dikhai deti hai. Aur jo shakhs khamoshi ko na dekh saka, usne kuch nhi dekha. Log uhi bewajah khamosh nhi hote, pta nhi wo kya kya seh-chuke hote hai.
          Kabhi kabhi insaan dard ke saamne rota nhi balke, khamosh ho jata hai. Aur uski khamoshi se sirf khouf... ki awaaz aati hai.
           Kabhi kabhi kisi apne ko khokar bhi log khamosh ho jate hai. Aur khamoshi unki awaaz or dard dono ko chheen leti hai.
           Khamosh rehna bhi accha hai is duniya mein, kyuki kai log baaton ka galat matlab nikaal ne lagte hai. Aur kabhi kabhi Alfaz.. se zyada khamoshi jawaab de jati hai.
           Khamoshi ka matlab ye nhi hai ki insaan khamosh hai balke, ye hai ki wo thak chuka h apne dard ke aage.
         

 kabhi kabhi to khud hi chup ho jane ko mann karta hai. Kyuki ye dil chahta hai ke hum kuch na bole, aur saamne wala hamare dard ko jaan le, aur hame khamoshi se samet le.
            Is Duniya me kisi ko fark nhi padta, mere hone ya na hone se, mere hasne se ya Rone se, mere lafzo se ya phir mere bahut khamosh ho jane se. Jab andar tak gehri khamoshi ho, to beshak khamoshi ke siwa har awaaz takleef.. deti hai.
           Koi sab kuch kehkar pyaar jatata hai, to koi khamosh rehkar sab kuch keh jata hai.
           Ab baat ye hai ke lafzo se hi khamoshi toot jati hai, aur phir lafz hi hame khamosh kar dete hai. Kabhi kabhi shakhs haar jata hai... Ummeedein rakhtey-rakhtey, Rishtey nibhate-nibhate, Khamosh rehte-rehte, Aur kabhi kabhi khud... se.
 

         Duniya chahe jo kahe, par mere liye khamoshi bahut keemti cheej hai. Kyuki khamoshi se maangi hui Dua.. sirf Rab sunta hai. Fiza ki khamoshi dil ko shant kar deti hai. Jab tum Jahilo se ghire ho tab tumhe tumhari khamoshi hi bachati hai.
           Par ek baat hai khamoshi ek jaisi nhi hoti, Dard ki khamoshi tume ander se tod deti hai. Aur ye kambakht khamoshi mera saath nhi chhodti hai, chahe dard ho ya khushi. Kabhi bhi mujhe khamosh kar deti hai. Aur me khud ko pata nhi kahan kho deta hoon..
            Ab ye khamoshi Sahi nhi jati hai, thak chuka hun main is Khamoshi se, par kya karu khamoshi ke bina ek pal raha bhi nhi jata..

                              ___Mohd Anas Ansari