Main Keh Na Saka..

 

Main Keh Na Saka..

Suno kaesi ho? Aapka naam?

Bahut Khobsurat Lag rahi ho.

Ye Main Usse kehna Chahta tha.

Par Keh na paya…

Ek Roz usko College ke Gate par dekha .

Dekhte hi na Jane Mujhe kya hua?

Ki Main Apne aapko Sambhal na paya

Uski wo Lehrati Zulfe,

Wo Annkhon mein Kajal,

Hoothon pe Ek Halki se Muskurahat,

Haatho mein Kitabe thi.

Kuch is tarah se Didaar hua tha Uska..

Socha jaakar Baat karo par,

Kar na saka? Naam se Anjaan tha

Wo Poch na saka..

Suno Akele Ghar jaa rahe ho?

Main bhi wahi Rehta hoon, Saath mein chale?

Ye Main usse Pochna chahta tha.

Par Poch na saka..

Sadak ke Ek Taraf uska Ghar tha,

Aur Dusri taraf Mere.

Uski ek Jhalak dekhne ke lie,

Aana Jana aab uski Galiyo se Hone laga tha.

Koi Pakad ke Poch na le,

Toh Bahana Aksar Taiyar hota tha.

Uske saath toh jane se raha!!

Toh socha Lecture mein saath Baith jae??

Suno wo Baithne ke lie Jagah nhi hai.

Kya Main yaha Aapke saath mein Baith sakta hoo?

Ye bhi Main usse Pochna chahta tha

Par Poch na saka..

Din aise hi Sochne Samajne mein Nikalte rahe.

Na Main kuch Poch saka,

Na kuch keh saka.

Dekhte-Dekhte College ka,

Wo Akhri Din bhi aa gaya…

Hello, Salaam.. Kheriyat? Main hoo..

Mene aapke ek Dost se Aapka number liya

Kya Hum mil sakte hai?

Ye Mene nhi…..

Thak-Haar kar Ussne hi Mujhse Poch liya..

Raat ka Waqt tha.

Mujhe ek Call aaya, Uska hi tha

Socha uhtao..ya nhi?

Phir Himmat kar ke utha liya.

Phir hamari Baatien Shuru hoi..

Baatien na jane kab Pyaar mein Tabdeel hui.

Ek Durse ke saath Waqt Gujaarne lage.

Din gujre phir gujre kuch Mahine..

Saal aate aate phir ek call aaya.

Usska hi tha..

Awaaj mein Nami thi,

Halki awaaj mein kuch Sunai diya,

Kaise ho?? Sab Thik hai na?

Haa Mujhe kya ho sakta?

Suno aab Hum nhi Milege.

Kuch Pal sab Shant ho gaya….

Kuch Derr tak Dono hi Khamosh ho gae..

Uski Shaadi tae ho gai thi

Phir kya tha…

Jo Khaab dekhe the sab Toot gae,

Abb Pyaar toh nhi raha..

Bas uski Meethi Yaadien hi reh gai.

Socha Himmat kar ke Ghar walo se bhi keh deta..

Par keh na saka.

Main kuch bata na saka.

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Baarish...

Baarish..

Aaj Mausam kuch alag lag raha hai!!

Kahi se ye Badal aae hai?

Khada hoon ek Kone mein,,Main chipp kar,

Ye Boonde aaj Mujhe Dhundne aai hai..

Aaj Mausam hai Baarish ka Yaad tumhari aae hai..

Baarish ke har ek Katre se Awaaz tumhari aai hai.

Khuwaish hai Meri ki,

Bheegon ek Barsaat tere Saath.

Par ye Khuwaish abhi Adhori hai.

Kadke Bijli Aasmaan mein,

Tum Aa kar Mere Sine se lag jao..

Tere Haath mein Mera Haath hoo,

Aur Waqt ye Tham sa jae.

Ye Khuwaish Meri Puri ho jae.

Dekho Aasmaan aaj Pani ban kar,

Baarish ke Zareye Zameen se Milne aaya hai.

Armaan ye Zameen ke bhi Jag uthe,

Maati ki Khusboo aai hai.

Aaj ye Halki Halki Baarish hai.

Hawa ye Tej aur, Thodi Thandi bhi hai.

Ye Phool bhi Sadkon par Bikhre hai.

Aur Isme teri Khushboo bhi hai.

Ye Mausam ki Pheli Baarish mein,

Main akela khada Tumhe Yaad kar raha hoon.

Aur Dekh is Baarish ko Main Tumhe,

 Apna Banane ki Dua kar raha hoon.

Tumhe Apna Banane ki Dua kar raha hoon.. 

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Main Pareshan Hoon...

 

Main Pareshan Hoon…

Pata nhi kya ho raha hai??

Main Pareshan hoon Kayi Dino se,

Main khoya hoon kahi

Apni hi Dhundh mein,

Main “Mujhsa” nhi rehta ho Aaj-Kal,

Main apna Dard Batana chahta hoon,

Par Koi Sunne wala hi nhi hai..

Toh Likh doon kya??

Jo Dard hai Ek Kagaj par.

Shayad Koi Padhne wala hi Mil jae.

Padh kar Baat toh sab samaj hi lete hai,

Shayad Jasbaat samajne wala Koi Mil jae..

Jaante toh Bahut Log hai Mujhe,

Baatien bhi Sabse hoti hai.

Par jo Jaanta tha Mujhe Apne se bhi Jyaada,

Uska Koi Ata-pata hi nhi hai.

Bolne ki Koshish karta hoon Main

Par Koi Sunne wala hi nhi hai.

Yaha Saath Rehkar bhi

Sab Dorr hi Rehte hai..

Mujhe Ehasaas Dilane wala Koi bhi nhi hai.

Main Khud se Baatien karta Rehta hoon

Kabhi-Kabhi khud se Haar kar Soo Jata hoon.

Main Khamosh hoo kuch Dino se,

Par Kisine Notice hi nhi Kiya hai.

Main Text par toh Acche se Baatien Kar Leta hoon…

Par Samne Baat karne se Darta hoon.

Mujhe nhi pata Apne Dard ko Kaise Bayan karte hai??

Isiliye usko Bahar Aane hi nhi Deta hoon.

Bas Kho jata hoon Apni hi Dhun main.

Par Ye Kisi ko Samaj hi nhi aata hai.

Main Khamosh hoo Jaroori nhi ki,

Mujh mein ghamand hai

Bas batane se Darta hoon.

Main bass Waqt ke Saath,

Behta chala Jaa raha hoon..

Aur Zindagi bas Yu hi Chal rahi hai..

Main Pareshan hoon kuch Dino se

Par Koi ye Samaj kyu nhi Paa raha hai??

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Wo Laut Kar Aaya Hai..

Wo Laut Kar Aaya Hai...

Arso baad kuch Baatein Hui hai,

Pata nhi Kaise? Par,,Usse Aaj Mulakat hui hai..

Wo jo gaya tha Dorr…Shayad Aaj,

Wo Laut kar aaya hai

Aur dekh kar Usko Meri Aankhen Nam Hui hai.

Wo mere samne Khada tha,

 Mujhse kuch Kehe raha tha,

Usske har ek Lafzon mein mano Dorr Jane ka Gam tha.

Baatien hui kuch Nai Purani,

Yaadon ka mano Mela Laga tha.

Asro baad Mile the Ek Dusre se

Khosiyon ka Waha Dera Laga tha..

Bhool kar wo Ladai Jo Hui bhi nhi thi

Ghar mein Uske Dastarkhan Saja tha.

Mahino baad ye Mehfil phir se Saji hai

Saath Baith kar Khana phir Dono ne Khaya hai..

Aaj wo laut kar aaya hai..

Aaj Khush hoon Main,

Par Khamosh bhi hoon.

Usse Puchna tha Tu Kaha gaya tha,

Par Shayad Wo bhi Iska hi Jawaab Chahta tha.

Mann mein Darr ka Mahool tha,

Ye Wapas toh nhi Chala Jaega?? Bas,

Ye Sawaal Zahen mein Ghum raha tha...

Ek Waqt Dono hi Khamosh ho gae the,

Kuch Baatien Yaad kar ke,,

Dono ki Aankhon mein Aanso the.

Lehro ka wo Sahil se Takrane ki Aawaaz,,

Hamari Dhadkano se Mil rahi thi..

Nazara kuch aaisa tha ki,

Dekh kar Nazara Koyal bhi Geet Gaa rahi thi..

Tanha tha jo Aab tak,

Mene ek Dost ko phir se Paya hai.

Mahino Baad hi Sahi.

Wo Laut kar Aaya hai…

Wo Laut kar Aaya hai…. 

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Tumse Nafrat Kyu Nhi Hoti?...

 

Tumse Nafrat Kyu Nhi Hoti??..

Main thak gaya hoon Dard Sehte-Sehte..

Main thak gaya hoon-

Apne Aap ko Samjhate-Samjhate..

Main Samaj gaya hoon ki,

Main Tumhare liye Kuch nhi hoon.

Par Maine toh Puri Koshish ki thi,,

Ki kuch Ban sakoo!!

Shayad Tum ye Samaj hi nhi pai

Mere wo Zasbaat ko Padh hi nhi pai..

Tumhe meri koi Fikr hi nhi thi

Jab Tumhara Mann Karta tum Baat kar leti thi..

Naa jane Main hi kyu Ise Pyaar samaj baitha?

Bina tumhe Jane apna Dil de baitha..

Main thak gaya hoon Tumhe Ehasaas Dilate-Dilate..

Main thak gaya hoon Khud ko Haraate-Haraate..

Tumhare Alawa bhi Zindagi hai Meri

Main thak gaya hoon Tumhare Piche Bhaagte-Bhaagte..

Mujhe bas thoda sa Waqt chahiye tha Tumhara

Jyada koi Umeed bhi nhi thi.

Par Zaroorat ke baad Tum Mujhse Baat hi nhi karti..

Kyu Tum baar-baar Yaad aati ho?

Kyu har baar Mujhe Sataati ho?

Kyu Main Tumhe Bhula nhi pata hoon?

Sirf Tum hi nhi ho Yaha par..phir kyu?

Kisi aur se Mohabbat nhi kar pata hoon??

Tumse Dorr Jane ki Koshish karta hoon har baar,,

Par kyu Tumse Nafrat nhi ho pati?

Tumhe Dil se Nikalo kaise?

Is Dil ko Samjhao kaise?

Aab Bahut ho gaya bas..Tumhe Yaad nhi karna!!

Pasand ho Tum Aaj bhi Mujhe par,

Aab Tumhe Haasil nhi karna..

Thak gaya hoon Khud ko Manaate-Manaate..

Aab nhi Dekhne Tumhare Khaab bhi Mujhe

Main thak gaya hoon Tumhe Bhulate-Bhulate..

Tum kyu Meri Zindagi mein Aa gai?

Kyu is Tarah Mujhe Ishq-ka-Jaam Pila kar gai??

Main bhulna chata hoon Tumhe..

Tumhari sab Yaadon ko Mitana chahta hoon.

Par kyu Mita nhi Pata?

Aab Mujhe Tum chahiye hi nhi toh,

Kyu Tumhari Yaadein Mujhe sataati hai??

Jis Tarah Pyaar hua Tha Tumse, usi tarah

Tumse Nafrat kyu nhi hoti hai??..

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Kabhi-Kabhi Mann Karta Hai..

 

Kabhi-Kabhi Mann Karta Hai…

 

Kabhi-Kabhi Mann karta hai ki,

Kahin Dorr chala jao..Sab kuch Chhodd kar.

Arsa ho gaya Khud ke saath Waqt Bitaye,

Apne-Aap se milne ka Mann karta hai.

Koi mujhe Samajne Wala hi nhi hai,

Mere Hone-ya-Na Hone se

Kisiko koi Farq hi nhi Padta hai.

Jise jitni Ahamiyat dete hai,

Wo utna hi Dard de jata hai.

Kabhi-Kabhi Hum Thak jate hai,

Pareshaniyo aur Zimmedariyo se,

Zindagi ki is Bhaag-Daud se,

Mann karta hai ki Kahin Dorr Chale jae.

Logo ko Samajna aur Samjana Aab,

Bas ki Baat nhi rahi,

Yaha sab apni hi Baatein kiye jate hai,

Koi Hamari Sunta hi nhi.

Jisko jaisa thik Lagta hai wo Waisa hi karte hai,

Lakh Koshish kar le par koi Samaj hi nhi pata hai.

Main Khud ki Talash mein Nikalna Chahta hoo,

Apne-Aap se Milna Chahta hoo.

Yaha Log Wada karke Todd dete hai,

Khvaab bhi Adhore hi Dikhate hai,

Main Baat karta hoo toh Baat ho jati hai

Par Aage se Koi Pahel hi nhi Karta hai.

Isiliye kahin Dorr Jana hai,

Aur jab tak Mann na Bhare Laut kar nhi Aana hai.

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Kya Yahi Pyaar Hai??

 

Kya Yahi Pyaar hai??

Main kho Chuka hoon,

Kisiki Yaad mein Apne Aap ko,

Kisika Intezaar Rehta hai Aaj-Kal.

Main Khudko Akela Mehsoos kar raha hoon,

Ya Shayad kisiki Kami Khalne lagi hai.

Main toh Thahra hoon apne Is Pal mein hi,

Shayad ye Zameen hi Chalne Lagi hai.

Aaj-Kal Neend bhi Kaam hi aati hai,

Sapne bhi Bas Uske hi Aate hai.

Soone ki Koshish karta hoo main,

Par Uske khayal Mujhe Jaga dete hai.

 

Main kho Chuka hoon,

Kisiki ki Yaad mein Apne Aap ko,

Uska yu Mujhe Dekh kar,

Wo Palkein Jhukana Nazar aata hai.

Main Khudko usme Pane Laga hoon

Mano jaise ki Wo Meri Life ka

 Ek… Dusra Hissa hai.

Aur uske Bina Mano main Adhora hoo.

Aur usko main Apne Aap se bhi,

Jyada Chahne Laga hoon.

 

Uski wo Kajal wali Aankhein Mujhe ,

Unme Dubba deti hai.

Uski wo Lehrati Julfhe Mano,

Mujhe unme Uljah si deti hai.

Uski wo Khamoshi kuch kehna Chahti hai,

Mano wo bhi Mujhe apna Ek Hissa Maanti hai.

Uske aane se Mano Waqt Tham sa Jata hai,

Uske Hassne se Ye Dil kuch Pagal sa ho Jata hai,

Usko Ek Pal Dekhne ko meri Aankhein Taras jati hai,

Wo na Dekhe agar toh ye Duniya,

Kuch Bejaan si Nazar aati hai.

Mujhe nhi pata ki.. Mujhe Kya ho raha hai

Ya kuch Alag hi koi Baat hai??

Kya yahi Pyaar hai??

Kya yahi Pyaar hai??

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